Sunday, October 31, 2004
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welcome to our new and improved blog. it's almostt complete, left with music only. i hope u like this, spent quite alot of effort on it, but if u're happy den everything's worthwhile.. the calender thing is quite cool, put ur mouse over the bold dates and u can see wad special day is it.. anyway, u can leave comments for me now! hehe. see ya. muacks.
michie-
--9:27 AM--
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
happy 3yrs + 1 mth anniversary darling.. haha, i guess you forgot abt today right? but it's ok, it's been soo many mths that we hardly remember our monthly anniversaries now..
i missed u lots today.. i wandered around before going to my granny's place after school today. everywhere reminds me of u. i miss ur presence. it has been almost 4 months since i've seen you, as in really be with u n touch u. and it's the longest period ever, i'm really longing for u darr. but it's ok, absence makes the heart grow fonder, do u agree?
michie-
--8:01 AM--
Sunday, October 17, 2004
i've been thinking, wad's being geniunely happy? i really dont know how is it to be geniunely happy.. sometimes i may be happy, but it's short lived, the happiness tones down easily n i'll be down back to earth. it's no real, at the end of the day i'll still be unhappy.. and of cos there are times when i noe i'm definitely not happy, but i gotta act like i am, that is of cos, not geniune happiness.
most of the time when i see u online, i'm happy, i think that's being happy geniunely. though there are times there's other things getting me down too, but i'll still show u my happy face, i dont mind actually, cos i noe it's tough trying to counter-attack all my unhapiness all the time..
i dont know if u know what i'm talking abt. i'm confused too myself. i nv had this problem before, i never had to think whether i'm truly happy in the past. happy means happy, it used to be like this.. i'm always jovial, i had everything i wanted in the past i guess, i always get what i wanted. moreover u're by my side, it's just something so precious. but things aren't the same anymore, i hate when things change and happen. i feel that my life has changed, i dont know if i have changed too. i really feel so lost dear. i cant see the light at the end of this dark tunnel, i cant see anything.
show me ur hand and take me by the hand, walk and lead me down this dark tunnel. will you?
michie-
--9:37 AM--
Friday, October 15, 2004
I Love You Too.
michie-
--10:33 AM--
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
dearest darling handsome hunk,
just wanna tell u,
thanks for being with me through my exam period.
u've been a great support to me, waking me up in the middle of the night, n bearing my complains of being tired n stressed, n encouraging me..
maybe it might not mean much to you,
but it means alot to me.
yesterday before i slept, i was thinking,
is this real true love?
those which existed in movies n tv shows n fairytales.
maybe u are really my, MR Right?
hahaha. den we gotta get married my dear.
nahh, just kidding, i noe wad r u gonna say next-
i'm going to be a bachelor.
another thing is,
hope u dont misunderstand me, love,
it's not that i dont wanna talk to u, it's just very noisy n i couldt hear u.
really it's the truth!
but i noe how u feel dar,
i felt like this many times before.
sorry honey,
i love u too much to neglect u on purpose.
michie-
--2:27 AM--
Saturday, October 02, 2004
i dont know if i'm worrying too much or not.. but i'm just very anxious right now, dont know where you are.. i think most probably i'm worried for nothing again.. i dislike this feeling, i cant concentrate on the things i'm doing.. i wish i can sit stil and start studying. havent done that the whole day!!! i dont know what i am doing, my heart is just frantic.. u cant blame me for worrying too much, i dont know your friends, i dont know how safe it is over there at ur side... i think i am thinking too much again, i always do.. perhaps u just need time off me...
michie-
--9:45 AM--
Friday, October 01, 2004
smiling in our dreams.
u noe, it's amazing how a person u love can really make u feel happy.. after u called me just now, i went back to sleep, n while i was lying on bed before falling asleep, i realised i was actually smiling to myself. i didnt realise i'm smiling to myself until my cheeks grew tired, haha.. is this what they say, smiling in ur sleep? i love the way u treat me like a princess, couldnt believe i mean so much to somebody.
rest your head next to mine
close your eyes and ignore the time
place your hand upon my heart
fall asleep, don't fall apart
in your sleep dream of me
i dream of you, in dreams i see.
rest your head upon my chest
let my heart beat, say the rest
now you sleep and sleep so well
eyes are closed but dreams do tell
i kiss you soft, i close my eyes
for now i sleep with you tonight.
i've always thought that poems r very romantic. hehe.. i didnt write that poem though, i'll try to write one just for you soon..
michie-
--7:02 AM--
