hello! do u still remember this website existed? haha.

you know, i think June is my lucky month. Last year's juen i had you by my side for one whole month. This year june, I've you suddenly showing so much interest in me. I thought it'll never happen again.
i dont know, sometimes it feels like i'm dreaming, that i'm gonna wake up and realise it's all a dream. i've became a very insecure person. i dont know what to expect, i dont know what will happen tomorrow, very often i'm scared...but i'm just so glad i've you.

you made me feel like the happiest girl living when i have you asking me "are u alright?" countless times after i go drinking. i have you to tell me you wont bully even when the whole world does. i have u to tell me "your smile is a consolation to me" when i start to tear. little things you say mean alot to me. what more can i expect? the more i think of it..the more it feels like a dream..do u think i'm dreaming? i've havent felt like this for a very long time..

and thanks for letting me be the only person you can open up and talk to, i remember last time you dont really like to confide in me, you say i dont understand you. do you think i understand you now?

another thing is, i see you are working very hard for your finals. please dont over work yourself. ok? and please tell me if i'm distracting you doing your work. i want you to pass with flying colours ok!! haha

u know, i really cant settle down to study. please help me wil. i dont know what i should do. everytime i see my notes, i'll think how much i need to study, den i'll be very...sian..and start to do anything other than studying. i feel worried, but i cant study. hai, last time i wasnt like this, i feel like an idiot. i'm very afriad i'll do badly but i cant bring myself to study. everybody has high expectations from me. it's like, the more stress i feel, the more i try to get away from it..is this an illness? =(


p/s: can i have a small favour from you? remember the website u made about me?( if u forget, refer to the link at the right hand side. ) pls update it. just a little update will do?

michie-
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