Tuesday, November 23, 2004
hi dear.. u noe wad, i am feeling real down. and i think i'm falling sick. u noe wad, i went to the place at 2 today and the person was late AGAIN. so we were tired of waiting and we went for another interview at bugis. and it was raining soo heavily and we had no umbrella and they have no shelter to the place at all. so i was drenched by the time i reached there and the air con was so cold?! and it turned out to be a stupid job. real stupid job. all those ads they post in the newspaper are fake, not true at all.. i'm feeling so sick now and nobody cares.. and i had to put up with ziyan's black face today. like what have i done wrong man? i'm someone with temper too.. to say the truth i have a hot temper too..
christmas decorations were put up everywhere now, christmas carols everywhere i go. but i'm in no festive mood, not at all.. instead i am dreading this christmas, it's gonna be a hard christmas for me i noe. i hate christmas. i've nv like it.
i'm sick of everything around me. even eating chocolates caused me to have painful ulcers.. i noe i may be rambling and complaining u may not feel what i feel. perhaps u'll even feel that i'm complaining too much again.. but i noe i'm not.. i think i am real insignifcant in this world, insignificant to my friends etc. i am, aren't i?
michie-
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